a-shi-o [ah-shi-o]

SEE THIS?!

2007-05-15T13:16:00.000+08:00

i'm able to blog in here.
i'm able to blog in here.
i'm able to blog in here.
i'm able to blog in here.
i'm able to blog in here.

bye~

2006-12-03T12:41:00.001+08:00

http://ashioashio.wordpress.com
=)

finally......

2006-10-26T15:31:00.000+08:00

*sighs. i'm still unable to use blogspot. i'm updating this at joy's house. looks like i've to continue to use xanga till i'm able to get into my blogspot. =(

i'm officially a graduate of woodgrve secondary! finally......
byebye, wgs! =D

my O levels start next monday. MT paper is the first.
20/11/2006 will be the happiest day in my life! hahahaha.

i'm angry with my mum. real angry this time round.
i want to understand her but she make it impossible for me to do it.
i'm just a student with a miserable amount of pocket money.
i complain all the time but i still give her the money all the same.
might as well, i give her all my pocket money. then she won't have to crack her brain to think of excuses to take money from me.

i didn't even say a thing when she borrowed 1000 bucks from me and promised to return the starting of this year.
why? because she's my mum. i still have that respect for her.

i know she's working very hard for our family to go on and i should just shut up.
but all i want her to know, i'm just a student, not even working yet.
i cannot survive without my pocket money.
5, 10 bucks, i'm still able to fork out.
but 20, 40 50 is way out of my means.

*sighs. i still love you, mum. please, be my mum of the past. ="(

The departed

2006-10-10T16:18:00.000+08:00

im in love with the bad cop

i want blogspot!

2006-09-20T11:40:00.000+08:00

updates will be at http://xanga.com/ashioashio.

blogspot failed me. =(

i'll be back to update here. someday.

my blogspot is still alive!!!!! =)

duck LOVE fiish. [ not by fiish lolx ]

Crystal ball

2006-09-18T15:07:00.000+08:00

Who is the man I see
Where I'm supposed to be?
I lost my heart, I buried it too deep
Under the iron sea
Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Lines ever more unclear
I'm not sure I'm even here
The more I look the more I think that I'm
Starting to disappear
Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Oh, crystal ball, hear my song
I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong
So put me where I belong
I don't know where I am
And I don't really care
I look myself in the eye
There's no one thereI fall upon the earth
I call upon the air
But all I get is the same old vacant stare
Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Oh, crystal ball, hear my song
I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong
So put me where I belong

all about YOU, YOU and YOU. =)

2006-09-16T00:19:00.000+08:00

CHUA KIM YEN
i know what you've been doing behind my back. i know.
if you really care for joy, tell her everything you wanted to say infront of her.
not through me, not through sarah.
i shall tell you the truth, your character really sucks.
sorry but to say, YOU'RE NOT A BORN LEADER.
born leaders do not say things behind people's backs.
YOU DO.
say whatever you want behind my/joy's back.
WE DON'T CARE.

ok, enough. =)

wq, joy and i went and visited melvin. =)
he changed alot. i'm so happy for him.
when we four sat together, it was as though those times came back where we chat and chat like no one's business.
MELVIN, I LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE. =)

adam khoo's workshop.
quite alright.
DANNY'S CUTE! XD
hahaha.
i just don't like the part where they played with our emotions.
they digged out everything and expect us to bury it back just like nothing happened with just saying "sorry".

never mind, on account of danny, i shall forgive them.
hahahaha.

daphany's plan.
O LEVEL-> JC (A LEVEL) -> N.U.S (MAJOR IN HISTORY) -> CRUISE STAFF-> ASSISTANT CRUISE DIRECTOR -> CRUISE DIRECTOR

XD

2006-09-11T17:33:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!

BATIK'S COMPLETED!
cheers... XD

adam khoo's workshop starting tomorrow.
i wonder does it really helps.
$135 alright!

*sighs*

money money money money
$_$

C5!

2006-09-08T00:14:00.000+08:00

i am going to make my science a C5!!!
~~C5 too, for my maths.~~

nothing at all

2006-09-05T01:09:00.000+08:00

i've got nothing to blog.

be it today, tomorrow or the day after.

i just got nothing to blog.

that's it.
bye bye.

come back soon brother!

2006-09-01T13:00:00.000+08:00

brother left for india early in the morning.
the whole family went and sent him off.
i just love the airport. wooo!!! =D

oh gosh, how am i going to live 10 days without him?!
oh, my adorable brother. now then i realise how important he is. haha.

i didn't sleep a wink last night. all because of my blog!!!!
(i'm not even that diligent when it comes to my art.)

out of boredom, i went and try out the blogger beta and
TADA!
there goes my old template.
everything is upgraded and my aeroplane template cannot be recognize as the html cannot work in the beta.

bloody hell.

NEVER EVER TRY OUT THE DAMN BETA!!

curosity kills....

sunday's fun

2006-09-01T02:41:00.000+08:00

it's all over!

2006-08-31T14:35:00.000+08:00

art nightmare is finally OVER!!!

woohoo...!!! =D

oh ya, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY,NICOLE!!! =D

=D

i want to learn spanish. i think it's interesting. =D

japanese?
resuming after Os, maybe.
MAYBE.

it's not as if i'll die if i can't speak japanese.
haha.

nihongo dekiru?

busy week

2006-08-28T17:01:00.000+08:00

i'm rushing my art coursework like a mad cow.

great!
that's the punishment for slacking for whole bloody 8 months and paniced at the very last minute.
blah......... =S

daphany's time table

tuesday = science practicals
wednesday = social studies test
thursday = deadline for O level art coursework
friday = sending brother off. that guy is going to india.

busy busy busy.

save those

2006-08-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

i'm just so sick and tired.

fine! =D it's all alright.

i don't have to do things that is not going to make my day. =)
why should i make myself miserable?

know what, sometimes, i feel i don't deserve all those sarcastics remarks made.
and i think i'd enough already.
save those for yourself.

all i need to do now is to turn mute, blind and deaf.
i think i'll be happier this way.

saw that? i'm going to smile/laugh as hard as i can.

flaring up is useless. not the right time too.

i want to be irrational no more.
this will give others no reason to find fault with me.
=D

=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D

the different kind of treatment.

2006-08-22T15:25:00.000+08:00

it is always like that.

it doesn't mean that people will appreciate the care and concern that i'd showered them with.

but seriously, i don't mind.
i really don't.

but,
i am human being afterall.
when taken for granted, i still feel hurt.

*10.14pm*
i know i've to be strong. i've to overcome the negative feelings.
i'll still continue to battle with myself.
all i want is friends around me to be a little more tolerant.
spare me from all those sarcasm for the moment.
i need no encouragements.
i can get up myself.
i do not consider this as an illness yet.

carpenters tools

2006-08-20T01:40:00.000+08:00

*TADA!!!!!*

*SUPER CUTE BRAD!!! I SAY HE IS!!! =D

*chinese lesson with a lousy chinese teacher.

*kyle

*that's brad on the left sharing his past experiences.

*joy and kyle.

*future lawyer, chen nan and wini. he plays the clarinet!!!

* i look super ugly in this picture but because brad is in the picture, i decided to post it up.

*i gave kyle a packet of oil blotters and he asked us to sign on it, for remembrance. haha.

* kyle and joy... again. haha.

*ok, i'm biased. only brad's card is shown clearly in the picture. haha. bracelet is from kyle. the beads on it hold different meanings.

i'm quite touched by brad when he shared his past with us. from a boy who is so addicted to drugs and parties changed into another person in just merely 2 years. amazing.

i told wini about my feelings that i'd surpressed for 2 weeks. all those depressions and how i felt the world had failed me. she prayed for me despite that i'm not a christian. so kind of her.

i feel so much better now after getting everything off my chest.

but when compared to brad, my troubles are considered nothing. if he can pull through, why can't i?

i want to be as strong as brad.
he's a great example.

alright, i need to sleep. it's already 2am! *yawns*

hmmm, did i keep on mentioning brad? haha.

don't ask me why.

2006-08-16T22:02:00.000+08:00

view me in whatever light.

i am not a bad girl. i dare say.

i do feel sad and guilty after hurting mdm sal.
i do.

it's never my intention to drive her to tears.
never.

i've been feeling low for these past few days and i don't understand why too.

I AM VERY DEPRESSED. I AM.
BAD MEMORIES CAME FLOWING BACK.
I FEEL TEARY EVERY NOW AND THEN AND THERE IS JUST NO EXPLAINATION TO IT.
I'LL WAKE UP IN THE NIGHT NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO AND CAN'T GET BACK TO SLEEP NO MATTER HOW TIRED I AM.

FEAR
ANXIETY
BLUES

JUST WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!

remember the time....

2006-08-15T15:59:00.000+08:00

i still remember,

the vast land
the fresh air

and

the blue blue sky

vividly.

i need a breather.

all i want, is to return to that paradise where i throw away all my troubles and stress.

my zoo trip

2006-08-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

the trip to the zoo kinda woke me up from my depressed state.

*she is super tall, i am super short.

*handsome kyle. =D not that photogenic though.

*~~white~~ grey tiger.

*komali's(elephant) footprint VS daphany's.

*pink? orange?

*i can only see whitish wini.

what a B3

2006-08-11T13:41:00.000+08:00

B3 for my chinese... what a grade.
MERIT for oral. what is this?

A1 is impossible. i knew it since the day i left the examination hall.
but i expected a A2.

no use crying over spilled milk.
and, i've cried enough.

my standard is never a B3.
never.

i've got one more chance for my A2/A1. 31st october 2006.
am i to go for it?

sighs*

*9.44pm*
i can't take it.
i've been feeling so depressed for the whole day.

when i got home and saw py's message, all the best for ur chi results! keep me treated k...:),
i felt real bad.
how am i to reply her?

i don't know how to face my dad too, who has been supporting me all the way.

i thought all i need is some time by myself. but it doesn't help at all.

the most difficult thing is that i find it hard to face myself. i've always been so proud of my chinese. it's one of my best, yet i scored like shit.

B3 is not bad. but it's awfully bad for me, considering my standard.

i slept the whole afternoon. wanting to put this episode behind me after a good rest. but sadly, it haunt me the moment i woke up.

i promise i'll no longer throw myself into despair. i guess i need more time by myself. yeah, more. i'll sort everything out by myself. i'll pick myself up from where i fall. =) this will not get me down!

just like what joy said, study is not everything. =D
i'll keep that in mind. i SHALL NO LONGER think about my bloody B3.
i shall retake and prove myself one more time!

money or fireworks?

2006-08-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

*national day cap.

*act cute family.
mummy refuse to have her picture taken. =(

don't get us wrong. we're never patriotic singaporeans.
we're just playing around with the cap. ugly one.

now tell me, what's so nice about fireworks? people see sparks, i see money. taxpayers' money. i would rather the government cut down on taxes instead of spending our taxes on things like fireworks which is pretty useless.

"wah, so pretty leh... like sky on fire like that."

yah, give me the millions that is spent on fireworks and i'll set my heart on fire and say that's pretty.

deal?

EXPERT SUCKER

2006-08-07T16:23:00.000+08:00

the whatever LESTER sucks!!!

she thought that the cambridge examiners are blind.

HELLO!

such a big patch of SHIT BROWN on my dolls' faces and she's telling me, the cambridge examiners WOULDN'T mind that.

she's such an ~~EXPERT~~ huh.

it's not her art piece.
of course she won't feel the pain when she ruin it.

but,

it's MY art.
and I FEEL THE PAIN.

i wouldn't grumble that much if i was the one who ruin the dolls' faces.
BUT, SHE WAS THE ONE.

how dare she raise her voice at me!!!!!

bloody old hag!!!

I HOPE MY DOLLS WILL COME OUT OF THE BATIK TONIGHT AND PAINT HER FACE SHITTY BROWN FOR REVENGE!!!
i'm seldom evil.
but people like her and hou hao just love looking for troubles.
pathetic pollutants of the earth.

FOP

2006-08-05T17:31:00.000+08:00

my ever first attended festival of praise (FOP).

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super pretty cici. ;p
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the real HA jap-per

2006-08-03T18:03:00.000+08:00

*this is what i call, a SUPER DUPER REAL HA jap-per.
no such word as HA jap-per?
who cares. ;p

anyone can be like her? i shall salute to that whoever.
alright, half of her will do. =D

suckers

2006-08-03T17:01:00.000+08:00

our friendship is NEVER a superficial one.

i don't care what the others think. i really don't.
and, why should i?

it doesn't mean that i agree with what you suckers say when i don't speak up.
i'm not bothered by you suckers' words.
and, why should i?
who are you all to me anyway?
silent means consent? -> who are you suckers to think this way?

it doesn't matter to me whatever you suckers think of me.
i don't care.
and, why should i?

do what you suckers deem fit instead of sowing discord around!

*suckers = phyllis thia and justin glenn.
*it's the friendship between me and joy that they're attacking.

i turn a deaf ear to whatever suckers have to say.
i know its not the truth.
why i should care when its not even the truth?

the most important thing is that joy understands.
which i seriously hope she does.

chocolate treats

2006-08-02T19:23:00.000+08:00

*chocolates are a girl's best friend. =D

what's kit kat up to nowadays?
they have so many flavours out there in the market. (out of a sudden)

i want to try the orange flavour.

alright, i shall get it tomorrow.

oh ya, not forgetting the sakura whatever flavour.
;p

$2.50 + $6.90 = $7.40

WHAT???!!!
$7.40 for kit kat bars.
i must be crazy.

beautiful moment

2006-08-01T16:14:00.000+08:00

pathetic soles

2006-07-31T15:44:00.000+08:00

i need to sleep badly.
weather's perfect!
*yawns*

once again, i've to say sorry to joy for i'd injured her again!
for the thousandth time this month.

hahahahaha.

am i really that violent? =S

my soles are still hurting from today's PE.
skin on my soles will tear if i run too much.
never healing problem.
AND
it's never going to heal since i've PE AND the bloody mass run every week.

someone,
SAVE MY POOR SOLES!

i guess the only time for treatment is during my holidays.
they can't force me to do PE and mass run by then. *smiles*

OH COME ON, HOLIDAYS!!!
I'M WAITING FOR YOU!!!
heh heh heh...

rabukon???

2006-07-30T00:01:00.000+08:00

*2 girls? haha. he look too much like a girl. but i still love him all the same.

excuse me, sir.
PLEASE BE MY ~~GIRLFRIEND~~ BOYFRIEND!!!

study study study

2006-07-28T14:45:00.000+08:00

i want to go away.
far, far away.
far from lessons, far from books.
just far away. woohoo!!!

exams are round the corner BUT I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING!
and if i flunk, it spells doom for me.

damn!

i want to start studying.
but the problem is i don't even know where should i start.

science is important, i know!
but i've zero knowledege on chemistry.
how to pass?

sighs*

why am i not born with a silver spoon?
if i am, i will have the ability to study in some overseas college where money talks.
graduation is not a problem then.

after so much of complaining, i'll still have to study(extra hard)......
because my dad is not going turn into a millionaire overnight and send me overseas!
argh!

~~i'll marry any rich guy now. even if he's 90 years old.~~

i'm going to burn all my textbooks(except for history) after the O levels!!!
the sight of them makes me sick.

i want to dive

2006-07-26T22:02:00.000+08:00

*teach me diving sir

of course, picture not drawn by me. i hate colouring!

we are this way

2006-07-26T00:15:00.000+08:00

relationships are complicated.
be it what kind.

human beings are complicated.
in a way or so.

thinkings are sophisticated.
leaving us unelaborated.

;p

2006-07-24T16:53:00.000+08:00

i want a new digital camera.
i want a new mp3 player.
lastly,
a new handphone of my desire. ;p

giovialita

2006-07-23T01:18:00.000+08:00

i'm back from giovialita =D
i like free spirit overture and japanese graffiti 5.

9 songs in total.(12, plus encored)
2 by the elementary band.
3 encores.

*woodgrove symphonic band*

*woodgrove elementary band* they are a bunch of cuties.

*the seniors are doing a dance while the juniors are playing.*

*supper after that. we are the 4 special kids(left-handers)* =)

racial harmony day

2006-07-22T14:49:00.000+08:00

before i'm off for giovialita, i shall post up photos of yesterday. ;p

about the truth

2006-07-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired! i'm going to bed soon.

pictures are still with wq. i'll post it right up after i've got everything from him. =)

i'd totally dismissed the idea of having tagboard.
i hold strong. why?
i believe if someone really wants to tag/comment me, he/she will do it even if my blog doesn't have a tagboard.

=)

they can always comment right?

i like my blog this way.
it doesn't matter whether if there are any avid readers of my blog out there.
i'm blogging, for the sake of myself, not for anyone else to read. it's my life that i'm blogging down.

what's the use of blogging when the ugly side is hide intentionally?
losers.

as long as it doesn't involves any politics, i see no obstruction with blogging out what i think, how i feel.
i simpy want the whole truth in my blog without having to worry about offending anyone.

it's MY blog.

=)

if people get offended by what i've wrote, too bad then.
hahaha.

mp3 phones

2006-07-20T15:39:00.000+08:00

*bleah*

oh gosh.
i wonder why they have the bloody mp3 function in handsphones nowadays.
so ~~clever~~ of the inventors to think of this ~~brilliant~~ idea.

=S

it's really sucky!

can't these people listen to their mp3s with their earphones instead of playing the songs OUT LOUD.

it's freaking irritating!!!
only 2/100 play good songs.
imagine how our ears suffer...
some others play technos as if they're soothing songs.

won't they feel embarrass when there are so many pair of eyes staring at them?

sighs.

maybe next time, nokia or sony ericsson should just have the PLAYING MP3S OUT LOUD FUNCTION defuncted.

=)

thank god that my phone doesn't support mp3s.

alright, i shall write to their companies with my suggestion. =D

communism RESEARCH on communism

2006-07-19T13:35:00.001+08:00

*5.18pm*

it just get on my nerves where people go, "i'm not racist, i just don't like china"

YAH YAH YAH =S

CRAPS!

----------------------------------------------------

[ i'm a little used to wandering outside the rain
you can leave me tomorrow if it suits you just the same... ]

i'm working on communism now.
i mean research.
i'm afraid that i'll get caught if people misread my first sentence.

haha.

alright, i'm in school attending history lesson.
i'm not supposed to blog.
but with my wits, i have my ways. *winks.

[ ne ne ni poo poo
teacher cannot catch me ]
*smile smirkingly

gorbachev is driving me crazy.
communism is driving me crazy.

=S

ok, i'm going back to communism.
i mean RESEARCH on communism.
i don't wanna end up being a jailbird. all because i didn't make myself clear ENOUGH.

haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XU LONG!
are you 15 or 16?
gees.

SORRY to both.

2006-07-18T15:39:00.000+08:00

[ cause you don't need nobody to make it on your own
you don't need nobody you rather be alone... ]

*i'm sorry, joy, for the blue black(s) that i've inflicted on your hand*

i love my dad more than anyone else.
but when we both are angry, things turn very bad.

arguments are unavoidable, yes, i know.

i believe we'll be okay soon. =)
my lao tou is not that petty yeah.

=D

*we are daddy's favourites.

FREAK YOU

2006-07-17T17:43:00.000+08:00

I'LL FORCE MYSELF TO JUMP OFF THE HIGHEST BUILDING THAT I CAN FIND IF I EVER FALL IN LOVE WITH A FREAK LIKE HOU HAO.

I VOW.

this type of guys should just go right into the bin.
scumbags of the society.

YES! i'm angry with him! he should just go and die alright.
he went cursing me just because i refused to lend him a damn pencil.
what a guy!

it's NOT even abit of funny when he damn bloody cursed me that i'd be a widow forever and no one will marry me!

HELLO! what's happening to modern days guys?
is this what "gentlemen" is all about?
to the hell with it then!

i remember him scolding joy "si fei po" when joy didn't even offend him at all.

I HOPE THAT HE'LL NEVER GROW TALL AND SHRINK INSTEAD.
I HOPE HE'LL CHOKE ON A BANANA.
I HOPE HE'LL DISAPPEAR FROM THIS BEAUTIFUL EARTH THIS VERY MINUTE, HE IS A POLLUTANT ANYWAY. YUCKS!

*photo courtesy from joy's blog.

OH YES! I'M FUMING WITH ANGER!

changes are inevitable?

2006-07-16T18:49:00.000+08:00

i shouldn't be at home at all.
all thanks to my dad who have to work OT.
there goes my chance to go back to indonesia.

went blog-hopping since i've got nothing better to do.
i realise many of my ex-schoolmates changed alot after they graduated.

inevitable?

it's pretty contradicting of myself.
i want to graduate as soon as possible but on the other hand, i'm very reluctant to get out of my comfort zone.
i don't wish to go through all these changes.
but i've to, eventually.

i'm very uncertain of myself, of the changes that is going to happen.
what will become of me?

those familiar faces will soon, be gone.
i'll be facing new challenges right by myself, alone.

i'm not prepared.

i'm not bored

2006-07-15T18:59:00.000+08:00

my hair is black... but not black.
there's a mystery blue.

steamboat yesterday was great!
although it's not my 1st time there, it never fails to make me anticipate for the next visit.

=)

*reading is good for the mind. =)

*if only newsweek is clever enough to make kaka solo for the coverpage..... awwwww....

worms

2006-07-14T13:19:00.000+08:00

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i don't need a HE in my life currently.

i need a WIN in worms against joy badly.

damn!
i lost to her in 2 consecutive levels!
duh.

never mind! i'm going to win her in the coming games!

MARK MY WORDS.

finally found eanie meanie last night!
wooo!!
nice song with cute lyrics. haha.

school,
history is all about gorbachev.
maths is all about graphs.
i can't remember for chemistry. haha.

i'm starving! =S

i wish.....

2006-07-13T20:52:00.000+08:00

i wish,
my heart and mind are one.

i wish,
my eyes and sight are one.

i wish,
my touch and feel are one.

i wish,
my smile and happiness are one.

i wish,
my words and actions are one.

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*chinese oral = kinda screwed up.
*batik = vendor sucks!
*history = self-revision, i don't remember having a teacher since the start of this year.
*maths = you gotta kill me for this.

the only consolation, i completed my mass run within the given time.

my dream soccer team

2006-07-12T22:10:00.000+08:00

i can't think of a suitable title

2006-07-12T17:34:00.000+08:00

i need to sleep.

school's fine.

i got locked out again. the 2nd time this month.
but it's not going to happen again! i've got new keys!
hahahaha.

O level chinese oral tomorrow.

i REALLY got to sleep.

my millionaire

2006-07-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

i want him to be my millionaire husband.
cool.

what's so fun about circles?

2006-07-10T23:14:00.000+08:00

11.15pm.
just woke up!

sometimes, i just don't understand why people love speaking in circles. can't they just come straight to the point?
he's like that, she's like that, you're like that, EVERYONE'S like that.
i really hate being twisted.
whatever. duh.
my feelings are never taken in consideration anyway.
it just make me wonder whether am i being cared for.

i'm really really very very tired. please spare me the agony.
guessing games are never my forte and shall NEVER be.

it's really a torture to go guessing your friends'/dad's/mum's thoughts.
it's even harder to guess your best friends' thoughts.
it's always so sophisticated.
best friends are supposed to be much more frank with one another.
or is this just my wishful part of thinking?

please don't bring me on roller coasters rides.
i can NEVER understand. i'm just that stupid alright.

DAMN

2006-07-10T17:08:00.000+08:00

DAMN!
yeah, i'm starting my entry with the word "damn".

i'm so tired! i slept only at 4am last night, obviously for the sake of the finals and stupid italy and france had to play to the very last minute before a winner emerged! 120 minutes! oh gosh! and it ended up italy being the champion for world cup 2006!

INJUSTICE!

it's just sheer luck for them alright! i still can't get over the fact that they KICKED germany out during the semi-finals in the LAST 2 minutes!

DAMN DAMN DAMN!

alright, italy VS france
1-1. penalties, 5-3.

enough of soccer.

we had floorball for PE today.
3-1 is the score for my team.
ok, we are the 1. i was the defender. it's was all my fault, sorry GUYS!

joy nearly forgot her PE attire today. haha. such a muddlehead.
i'm like her personal organizer.
my job is to remind her to bring her tie, PE attire, books and even when is her oral.
that's not all, the list just goes on and on. haha.
often, she remembers everything and in turn, i forgot all about mine.
how i wish she can be my personal organizer! haha.

just a wish. LOL

FINALLY, there's colour tonings for my batik. woohoo!!
my ever 1st time toning! haha.

my head is spinning. i really hope that my brother will not play any bollywood shows right now! it just make my head spins even more.

his night =)

2006-07-09T14:39:00.000+08:00

11.18pm

ALL RIGHT!!! will be watching the finals afterall.
i do hope that france will win. haha.
2010,
my dream? to watch LIVE in the stadium where they held the 2010 finals.
hope germany will be in by then!

=D

-----------------------------

germany VS portugal
3-1
schweinsteiger's night. wooo.
he got in 2 goals. bravo.
ballack didn't play, he was injured =S

france VS italy
2am

just woke up.
but i just slept for 7 hours! =S
i'm having second thoughts whether to watch the finals tonight.
there is school tomorrow. damn!

i wanted to upload the photos in my phone, but i'm really lazy to fix that cable wire stuff.
samsung's cable seems to different from the others. troublesome.

just give me something to watch today. just something, to keep my mind from wandering.
i don't even know why am i so bothered. i shouldn't be. give me a break from all these.
i'm suffocating.

million thanks to my ex-blog for yesterday.

off for my lunch. i'm starving!

unsolved history.

2006-07-08T20:03:00.000+08:00

some murders can never be solved.

just like the murder of america president, john fitzgerald kennedy in 1963.

so many cameras around him yet NONE can give the whole story.

alright, i just watched unsolved history and they were defining whether was it a job of only an assassin or a group of assassins.

was it a conspiracy? was it lee harvey oswald?
modern days technology may be superb but no answers are given to the above question.

i'm so curious.

--------------------------

germany VS portugal
3am

germany is going to win this match. trust me =)
ballack's not playing. so sad. never mind, there's always another podolski.
LOL.
--------------------------

complain? think twice

2006-07-07T21:56:00.000+08:00

people are suffering in afghanistan.

living their lives in the darkness of wars.

people as young as 16 joined the army and sacrificed their lives.
what the hell am i doing here complaining about my life?

i'm 18, alive and kicking, complaining of how boring my life is when people over there are JUST striving to keep their lives. they pray, not to die tomorrow, for everyday is a chance to fight for peace in their country.

that's... what i call brave, courageous.

shame shame shame on me.

REFLECT!

not these, not those

2006-07-07T14:39:00.000+08:00

i got locked out of my house!
i've lost my keys for donkey years that i can't even bother to search them out. again.

lucky me! my mum got home in time to open the door for me.

teehee.

finally, it's friday! =)
weekends are the best!
woooo!!

i've this question in my mind now.
what's my ambition?

joy and i were discussing about our ambitions until when i realised in actual fact, i've none.
historian? i don't know. not really.
perhaps, my love for those antique events are not that deep that i'd commit myself to work and research on those big-time countries.

AND

it's not as if i want to be one, i can be one. ridiculous.

sighs.

it's so devastating to live without an ambition. =S

WAXED soccer ball!

2006-07-06T16:14:00.000+08:00

i want to learn the harmonia.
i want to play the texas song!

------------------------------------------

france VS portugal, 1-0

finals, france VS italy
10/7/2006 2am

without GERMANY in the match, finals seems to be just another soccer game. =S
at least a brazil in the finals is still some consolation(for me)! but they're out of the game even before the semi-finals.
duh.
what's wrong with these CHAMPIONS?!
argh!

3rd/4th placing, germany VS portugal
9/7/2006 3am

------------------------------------------

school. -> pretty fine.

art lessons.
the horrible smell of wax filled the room.
yucks.

zheng hao, zhi rong, joy and i were playing soccer in the artroom.
the supposed soccer ball was replaced with a waxed balloon.

they want penalties and i became the goalkeeper.
i saved 2 goals.

before zheng hao could have his penalty, mdm hanaifa is already standing infront of us with her volcanic fiery eyes staring at us.

oops.

as expected, naggings, naggings and more naggings from her.

we laughed our head off when she told us that the "soccer ball" of ours is actually the head of a sculpture by one of our schoolmate(creative?! my foot!).

waxed balloon with lots of masking tape on it = HEAD OF A SCULPTURE.

what a joke.

perhaps it will look like this. =)

pretty girl

2006-07-05T21:00:00.000+08:00

i just got the urge to post this up.

*pretty huh?
if your answer is no, go see an optician or something.

just checked out some stuffs on europe backpacking. to my horror, it's beyond my imagination that how expensive that beautiful continent can be.

in some parts of england, it's like S$7 per toilet entry. hey, it's 7 bucks. i can visit the loo for 700 times in singapore!

that's crazy.

sighs*

my backpacking dream.......

later

2006-07-05T16:30:00.000+08:00

i've so much things to write about.

but currently, i'm just not in the mood.
i'll write, sometime in the night.

*italy VS germany, 2-0
it's like a slap in the face.

my bet on you

2006-07-05T00:15:00.000+08:00

i'm just staring at my computer screen.

yeah, everything is fixed. oh boy, i'm a genius!

*podolski and ballack. my favourites in germany team. =D

3am seems to be a long wait. well i guess sleeping is an impossible task tonight. i seriously hope that tonight match wouldn't be germany's last match.

i'm kind of feeling sleepy already. oh gosh.

school's alright for the day.
watched just my luck with joy.
nice one.

alright,
germany VS italy at 3 am

of course, my bet is on GERMANY.

REVIVED

2006-07-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

my computer is revived!! woohoo...
4th july is the day. i've been fixing the whole dumb internet thing for like a week!

oh gosh!
i miss BLOGGING!

i love my blog. i'm so glad to be able to blog whenever i want!

PLEASE PLEASE

NEVER!!!!! DIE ON ME AGAIN, MY DEAREST COMPUTER.

gosh...

shall update in an hour or so.

cheers

football maniac

2006-06-30T14:37:00.000+08:00

wooooo~

back to my beloved blog.

haha, credits to joy for the last post.
yeah, she's back for a goody 2 weeks already. she made me promise her to visit japan when we have 4000 bucks. i rather visit europe. hahaha. at the rate that i'm spending, 4000 bucks, hmmm.. date me again when i'm 40. LOL.

guess we can only make it when she come back from australia 5 years later. teehee.

but......

EUROPE please.

why europe?
hmmm... football of course! haha.

i'm so in love with soccer nowadays. due to the world cup.
my favourite team? of course the almighty GERMANY(ballack+podolski). haha.

but there are some sore losers in the game.
JAPAN is one of them.
they bashed up every foreigner whom they saw in the streets when they lost the game to brazil.
hey, is EVERY FOREIGNER.
it doesn't matter that much if they only bashed those mighty brazilians who had beat them hands down in the game.
SORE LOSER!
come on, it's just a game, relax. but i've to admit that the goalkeeper of japan is damn handsome! woohoo. =D

joy and i won $26 each in the match of brazil VS ghana.
woohoo. ( i just bet $5, 3-0)

talking about soccer, i never had a decent night since the start of the world cup. even my dreams are full of podolski. haha.

germany VS argentina tonight at 11pm.
my bet? needless to say.

joy is back

2006-06-22T16:14:00.000+08:00

finally...

joy came back from tokyo via osaka at last.
althought it was only for a short 10 days, i believe its not enough at all.

i just met her 2 days ago as she wanted to pass me something.
to my horror, she gave me a whole bag full of stuff including a empty bottle of coca cola in a universal studio paper bag. oh man i am so going to keep that nicely.

we made a deal as well. when we have saved at least 4ooo bucks, we will go to japan again.
she spent 5ooo altogether and bought all the stuff she wanted. i will make sure when we go, we can shop till we drop too.

yup...

in total she took 2 gigs of photos as expected.

haha...

slowly i will post it up as well.

bye for now.

shoe's

2006-06-07T15:56:00.000+08:00

teehee.

shoe's house at the moment.

O level MT paper is over and i suffered from depression for a couple of hours after that paper. sighs. i'm not confident of an A1. =S

tons of things happened for the past 1 month.
some things hit me hard in the head which turned me into an idiot and some other things prove to be there no matter how paralysed you're.

i went through all these things and i'm glad for all these events.

6 more months to my graduation from woodgrove secondary, officially. i've waitng fo this day to come. yet, where will i be after this? seriously, i've no idea. i'm under so much pressure from so many people. all of them want the best from me but they haven't realised i'm losing myself under their expectations.

i hate those HOS creeps. you guys are the cause of my sufferings. blo*dy idiots.

=S

alright, i've to get back to revision before shoe kills me. hees.

*cheers people. =D

7/6/2006

2006-05-10T11:21:00.000+08:00

28/4

2006-04-28T15:00:00.000+08:00

i'm in joy's house

updating my blog, checking mails etc..

english exam today.
it sucked. i have no idea of what am i writing for my paper 1.

*yawns. joy is going out.. and she's going to chase me home. hahahaha...

i need to study already.
but, i've no motivation and determination..
i'm going to flunk my mid-year for the sake of my MT paper. i hope it's not too late. *sighs.

alright, update some other time.

=D

2006-04-24T12:50:00.001+08:00

From:
"takuma" <********@hera.eonet.ne.jp>
To:
fan_g_z@yahoo.com.sg
Subject:
takumadayo
Date:
Tue, 18 Apr 2006 00:43:46 +0900

konbanha takumadayo henjiokurete gomenne
e-mail ga dekiruyouni naxtutayo
tyanto todoitakana?
yoruosokuni gomenne
henjimaxtuteruyo

hottie pie

2006-04-24T12:00:00.000+08:00

boohoo...

the heat in my school's computer room is killing me.

gosh... =S

sing yeng is returning to japan tomorrow.
bon voyage to her.. =)

i'm so pissed off yesterday... for some reasons...

i'm going to make things clear.
downright clear.

who say i need a title from you(chang)?

2006-04-13T15:56:00.000+08:00

woohoo!!!

i'm blogging... i'm blogging..!!! =D

hahahahaha...

panda chang is beside me now, throwing me off the computer if she find anything amiss...

she really looks like a panda....

school's alright for the day...
as usual, tons of chinese homework... =S

sucks.

it's kinda strange to blog using a computer... as i've been blogging in a book... hahahaha...
maybe i should bring home my blog one of these days... as you know, chang's hands are really very itchy. looking at my secrets every now and then and teasing me is her forte.
so bad of her huh...

alright, i'm off..

pooooooffff...

=P

downx3

2006-04-03T16:41:00.000+08:00

my pc is down...

but i have my ways to blog...

not only my com has died on me, i died on myself as well. i didn't go to school today as i was really sick. god knows when i am going to recover but i guess you know who updated my blog=p

i shall stop and return to bed.

written by the one and only daphy

2006-03-31T14:42:00.000+08:00

this post is updated by daphany, myself... yeah.

hahaha...

just had my chinese oral exam yesterday. it just sucked alright with my ah du voice.

*sighs.

strangely, i'm not abit of sad about my dead computer. dad promised a laptop, but instead of usual reaction, i told him, this can wait, after my Os.

i must be out of my mind yeah. haha.

going down to takashimaya later on.

oh ya, for my information(10 years down the road when i read my blog all over again), the past 3 posts are updated by ah chang.

off...

I'll be back someday

2006-03-30T18:53:00.000+08:00

i'm vacauting my blog for the time being.

english lesson at the moment.

i'ver perished the thought of reviving my beloved computer. i'm anticipating for another one. sponsor anyone? haha.

joy is going to adelaide soon, to find an angmoh boyfriend. joking. haha. i wonder how she going to survive there in the adsence of her parents, simku, cici, church and me blah blah blah...

4 years....... what will become of us? can our friendship withstand the lonliness that the 4 years had presented us? i sure hope we can=)

i'm off. be back someday.....yeah, someday.

Untitled

2006-03-29T21:03:00.000+08:00

once again, this post is hand-written by me, updated by someone else.

8am in the morning and i'm updating already. i can hear joy calling me kiasu soh.

sigh....

computer still down.

i'm now downn with flu, cough and sore throat. i want to go home and sleep in my cosy bed but it'll only result in joy hacking me to death. she'll miss me you see. haha.

i just listened to a lame ''live'' encounter. of course, joy is the speaker. after listeing, it sort of worsened my condition.

alright, pen's off

mrs computer

2006-03-28T15:25:00.000+08:00

updated by joy=P ( it's on the top )

humanities lesson. teacher went on a tour to planet mars.

this post is hand-written duringmy free time in class before being updated at a later time.

my computer refuse to be revived. having to face a dead computer all day long is a very sad thing. it's as though knowing ah ryu's getting married to a fatso, no more chocolates will be produced in the whole wide world. joy's getting married to a lizard. how depressing!

i'll be back to update tomorrow with my revived computer.

no computer = no life. i might consider marring a computer (mrs computer).

damn computer

2006-03-27T09:53:00.000+08:00

i'm in school...

my computer died on me.

what a timing.

for the 2nd time, i caused another blackout in my house. haha.
something wrong with that damn switch.
maybe one day, my whole house will be burnt down, once again, the reason is me.

hahahaha...

im off.

i'll be back, ,maybe tonight?

*i mac sucks big time and i do mean big time. =S

mama

2006-03-25T12:36:00.000+08:00

japanese lesson - not attending

i resent the idea of waking up, having to face the problems that is left by yesterday.

after a whole night, my mind is still in a whirl.

all i want is people around me to stop quarrelling... period.

in the past, when i have any troubles, i get to enjoy the privilege of running up to my mama and start weeping as though the world is coming to an end and after the havoc that i've created, peace resumed.

as i grow older, my mama start to leave me alone to make decisions as i'm already old enough to do that. i'm expected to make good decisions. but the higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment. all those decisions that i've made turned out to be bad choices. at this point of time, how i wish that i've never grown up. in the least, when i weep, my mama is there to tell me, never mind, things will be ok. as usual, when mama says that, peace always resumed, without fail.

as an 18 year old kid, i don't expect my mum to clear every shit that i've left behind because it's MY shit.

it doesn't matter who it came from, as long as it's not from you, it doesn't in the world, helps.

i'll reply to e-mails.
i'll reply to messages.
but not in the meanwhile...

gone

2006-03-24T16:23:00.000+08:00

3 good friends = gone

long entry

2006-03-22T22:27:00.000+08:00

i'm so reluctant to blog today...

it's not because i've nothing to blog but it's because i've too much things to blog...

just watched daddy long legs yesterday...
great show...!! touching story line.. i was crying like no one's business while watching that show...
ok alright, i cry at every single thing that i watch... yeah, every single...
be it horror, romance, history, cartoons blah blah blah...

hahahahaha...

the resembrance between the male lead and takuma is just so great... when the male lead smile, i was like... *OH MY GOD....*
how is that possible...??!!! it was as if watching takuma acting in the show...
hahahaha...

school's alright today...
it's sport day tomorrow... *boring...
if it's wasn't for the fear of getting detention, i wouldn't bother to attend the event anyway... sports day just suck alright... you'll hear jeering/cheering here and there from those typical little girls who shout for the sake of shouting...

what's so fun about shouting...?? might as well save the voice for the next karaoke session...

little girls are just little girls... hahaha...

something came across my mind this afternoon when joanne passed me my biology practical workbook...

do we say sorry, thank you just for the sake of saying it...??

when others walk over and pass your book to you, you say thank you... but have you ever wondered that the thank you that you've just said to the person is really out of appreciation that the person walk over to pass you the book or you just say it because it's like you've been saying it for your life...??

do we really know the meaning behind these words...??

when we accidentally bang into others, we say sorry... but do we say it because we feel bad for banging into that person or it's because it's a natural reaction already...??

hahaha....
i'm off to bed...

it's kat-tun's debut today... =D

fur trade...? what the...

2006-03-21T20:34:00.000+08:00

i just watched a clip... on dog and cat fur trade...

oh my god...!! imagine they just rip off the skin of the cats as if they're ripping off some clothes... =S

i'm feeling so nauseate right now.... how can they do such a thing...??!!!

for your information, they are chinese... in the sense that they're citizens of china... i'm so damn disappointed... sighs*

http://www.furisdead.com/feat-dogcatfur.asp

animals deserve rights, regardless of how they taste or how convenient it is to experiment on them...

that is the reason why i adstain from shark fin for like 2 years already... i'm going to hold on to this principle of mine till the day i die...

i don't care if sharks are really that cold-blooded or cruel.. to me, they're the innocent lives that are sacrificed just for that one meal of yours which you can make do without it...

try cutting off one part of your flesh and eat them... see if still taste good...

people, try putting yourself in these innocent animals' shoe... they are not here in this world to be your fur, food, tonics etc etc... we shouldn't deprive their right to live...

stop animal abuse... they are not ours to use for food, clothing, experimentation, or entertainment....

kids that won't grow up

2006-03-20T18:02:00.000+08:00

*thanks to uncle derek... oh my god... i shall tranform him into a rubbish bin tonight.. we shall see... haha... (my head look so damn bloody big in this picture...)

* i go to school everyday with my harley davidson..... what a joke...

*hers is just a damn lousy scooter which only old uncles ride in it... (ignore the number plate... she stole my harley davidson number plate and put it on her old lousy scooter)

left-handers

2006-03-20T17:40:00.000+08:00

as i was walking home in the rain today, i was thinking of what to blog...

nothing much if i were to blog about school, lunch, recess, teachers blah blah blah...

so, i came up with something...
i shall blog about left handers... haha...

why left-handers...? because i'm a left hander....!!! hahahahahaha...

i used to think that i'm the special kid because i use my left hand to write, eat and draw... to put it down in simple words, i'm using my left brain instead of the right... haha.. so special right...?

people would go.... wahhh... you're a left-hander...?? very clever one...

i would feel so damn upright shiok when people say that about me... hahahahaha...

but..........

as time goes by... there are more and more left handers...
i used to be the only left-hander in class but now, it seems that there are like thousands of them in my class... exaggerating...?? no, i'm not...

when i was working in takashimaya for the first time... all those people who worked with me are all left-handers accept for nana(she's the special one.. gees)...

even the the ice cream da jie next to our stall is also a left hander...

how do we explain this...? it's too much of a wonder... hahahahaha...

what's more... my best friend is also a left-hander... oh my god... i still remember how i try to show off to her that i'm a left-hander when we sat together in the class for the first time...

daphany: " eh.. i'm a left-hander leh.. haha..."
joy: " i'm also one leh..."
daphany: "* fainted on the spot* "

my heart just dropped... hahaha...

ended

2006-03-20T00:03:00.000+08:00

work finally came to an end...

i'm gonna miss everyone there...
hiro-san, coco-san, derek, monkey, crystal, crystal's mum, aunt jaccy, sor sor, xiao wen zi and last but not least, monster emily... hehe...

she's a fun chap to be with... a very on person...

nana is fun to work with too... haha...

i love reading alison day's emails... they always come at the right time... her emails inspire me alot... they clear my doubts and guide me on the right path... haha...

i finally understand how terry felt at that time...

i certainly don't wish that the feeling is here to stay for good... i simply don't...

i'm back.. to be that student of woodgrove.. taking the damn stupid O level...

5 years is all it takes... takashimaya, wait for me...!! hahaha...

sleeping

2006-03-17T11:51:00.000+08:00

sighs*

i should be sleeping soundly in bed... i SHOULE BE....

my work starts at 5.30pm today... so shiok....

but...

it's only 11.53AM now and i'm super awake already... sighs*...

type and type so much yesterday... yet, my mind is still in a blank... i can't find the right answers, the right questions, the right solutions...

猿　猿　猿... 可愛いだよ...
hahaha....

=S

2006-03-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

my dad makes me sick...

heavy-hearted...

workaholic...?

i'm starting to lose myself... to myself...

i give up...

derek

2006-03-15T00:03:00.000+08:00

as i promised, derek will be the title...
hahahaha....

uncle derek is shy la... i told him, he'll be featured in my blog... hahahaha...

godfather and goddaughter...

i've to 马赛克 myself as i look too ugly in this picture... haha... uncle derek and i are 同类 man... haha.. we're equally short... hahahaha...

='(

2006-03-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

too many things happened today...

utterly disappointed...

have you ever had the experience that the guy that you have a crush on, crush on your friend...? hahaha...

i'm speechless... totally speechless... there is nothing left to be said...

i'm not sad over him.. i'm sad that such a thing can actually happened to me... haha... i'm not blaming anyone as no one can be blamed...

not me, not him, not her...
no one...

i'm not gonna deny that i'm still sad... but, somehow, deep inside me, i know i'll get it over very soon... it's just purely a crush yea... haha...

roy chan cheered me up... haha... thanks to his 神様! 助けてください！ hahahaha....

信じない、信じられない.....

hahahahahahahaha.... fuuny chap....

i sort of feel that joy and i had distanted... her lifestyle and my lifestyle are totally different... i'm kinda worried... am i thinking too much...? i doubt...

she's someone who i'll share everything with... but now, she's too busy with gold.. and her other friends...

sighs*... too many things had happened... i need to slow down my pace... let my brain have a good rest...

sometimes, somethings are meant to be.. they're a part of your life and nothing can make them fade away in your life... N*T

drawings

2006-03-14T00:22:00.000+08:00

i'm so ta ma de small alright...

daphany sandwich, alex's mouth...

all drawings are drawn by uncle hiro...

=)

2006-03-14T00:11:00.000+08:00

back from work... haha...

many things happened today... wahahaha...

the 2 freaks... (emily and nana) screwed me up... haha...

nana went digginig information from alex for me... haha...
he is not attached...
damn that joel... hahaha....

nana went further on to get his number for me.. oh my god... i nearly faint on the spot...

as usual, i was peeping at him... every now and then... haha...

but somehow, i've got a feeling in me that... he won't even want to look at me, this kind of 小妹妹... =(

maybe, he's more interested in monster emily...

working full shift tomorrow...

shhhhhhhh ANE....

2006-03-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

3 smiles, 1 wave and 1 conversation with alex today... hahahaha....

contented... =D

i'm still wondering that is it really true that he's attached...? =(

he seems to caught me peeping at him today.. haha...

work's alright... kinda bored... i was too obsessed with alex to be angry with stuck up customers... haha..

emily too, crazy over her shane... hahahahahaha... aunty coco went over to shane and told him that emily is peeping at him... HAHAHA...

pai seh emily... hahahaha...

finally, i can have a good night sleep... work start at at 5.30pm tomorrow... i'm goona sleep my fill... haha... sweet dreams...

to shoe and nana

2006-03-12T00:33:00.000+08:00

japanese class is getting more and more interesting... haha...

as usual, i was peeping at alex.. hahahaha...
but joel told me that he has got a girlfriend... =(

never mind... haha.. there are still other babas for me to look out for... haha...
babas rules...

haha...

update more tomorrow... i'm off to sleep...

to shoe : i've read your blog... i'm very sorry that i've to leave you a message right here in my blog due to busy work schedule of mine... sorry for neaglecting you for this past 2 weeks... fair is coming to an end... i'll be able to study/play with you and nana very soon... sometimes, i may forgot/no time to reply your sms(es)... i hope you'll forgive me for that... i promise i'll get to you ASAP when i receive your message the next time round... still feel free to call me.. i'm available during midnight... haha... which i think you're are already sleeping soundly... see you around...!!!

to nana : GET MORE SLEEP...!!

up

2006-03-11T00:13:00.000+08:00

it's 12.19am now..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY...!!

i've so much to blog... but i'm just too lazy to blog... haha

as promised, the pictures are up...

alex, daphy
*note*alex is drawn by uncle hiro... isn't alex cute..??
wahahaha..

pandas at work...

she's crazy over the juices...

a note left by the cleaniest freak, nana...

nana : knn... you better ta ma de obey....

daphy : who ta ma de cares...

nana : tegoshi desu
daphy : -_-!!!

she claims that he is her husband...
i claim that he is my 同类...

progress report

2006-03-10T14:18:00.000+08:00

i got my 1st for the first time in my 6 years of secondary school education... hahaha... can you believe that...??

English - 60 B4
Chinese - 71 A2
Mathematics - 57 C5
Science - 62 B4
Humanities - 80 A1

Average - 66
M.S.G - 3.2
Class position 1/26

how the hell did i do that...??

alex alex

2006-03-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

hahahahahaha...

i admit that i have been peeping at alex since don't know when... hahaha... he's so damn cute alright...

nonononono.. he's a temptation.... he's a temptation... i must overcome this temptation...

went for O level chinese talk today... it's freaking boring and i'm also getting a little irritated with gold... i don't know why.. i just feel very uneasy with her around and i seriously don't like it... if i had known earlier.. i wouldn't attend the talk... firstly, it's so boring.... secondly, she's around... i don't abhor her.. it's just that she stick around joy like a glue and that makes me sick... stick to joy for all she wants but please don't do it infront of me... she's not showing any respect... she's capable of making my day totally unbrearable...

hope i won't run into her at the interchange tomorrow... i don't want my day to be spoiled just like that...

tons of pictures... but i'm only uploading tomorrow... sorry, daphany is lazy by nature... hahaha...
there's a picture of me and ALEX... haha... nana's pictures too....

everything will be up tomorrow...

someone, stop my crave for alex... i must not be tempted....

what a day

2006-03-08T15:57:00.000+08:00

bad day...

crazy joy has been attacking my 2 little precious since the start of the day... just you wait, joy... i'm gonna squeeze yours flat as though i'm squeezing some lemons... i'm gonna make you suffer... haha...

i'm going off in about 10 minutes time...

weather is torturing... oh my god... it's as though i'm living in the deserts...

heat, heat, go away... come again another day.... haha...

i'm disgusted... with gold... oh my god... how dare she do this...?? alright, i'm gonna skin her alive if she ever go with sky one day.... i'll going to cook her bones and feed the dogs.... argh.... the only word to describe her, bitch...

i'm off...

REMINDER NEEDED!

2006-03-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

i'm finally back home...

i'm going to do a quick update as my eyes are really closing...

nothing much at work... kinda bored... monster emily didn't torture me today.. that's a relief... phew... hahaha...

can someone just remind me to bring my temometer tomorrow... for don't know whatever check... haha... idiotic man...

alright... i'm going to bed... but my favourite tv programme is on... sleep or not to sleep....? watch or not to watch...? =S

bad hair day

2006-03-07T15:05:00.000+08:00

firstly, i would like to thank miss joy chang for letting me sleep on her lap for that damn 10 minutes today... to think i've known her for 3 years and 10 minutes is the maximum... kiam siap joy...

hahaha...

woke up late today... went to school without doing anything to my hair and i just simply look like a mushroom walking around in school... bad hair day... =S

will be going off to work in another 45 minutes...
大変な~!!! hahaha...

do i look like i'm a lesbian...?? oh my god.. teachers question me, classmates question me.... although i'm abit on the touchy side but i'm STRAIGHT... sighs*... get that in mind people... hahaha...

alright, i'm off to lunch... blog tonight...

work work work

2006-03-07T00:19:00.000+08:00

shoe and nana..

2006-03-06T23:58:00.000+08:00

woohoo...

just came back from home... i'm so damn tired...

on the way home, i was discussing with yui about our future plans and job... and i've found a goal in my life.. haha... which is to work in TAKASHIMAYA... wahahahaha...

i have been a happy-go-lucky person ever since.... i've developed my character and i've never make plans for anything... this, can be considered one of my greatest goal in my life... haha.. if you exclude my dream of being an historian/pilot/psychologist/dancer/singer/tv-host/deejay etc etc... haha...

besides, chances of me hooking a japanese guy are higher than anywhere else if i work in TAKASHIMAYA... haha... NISHIMURA TAKUMA is one good example... hahaha...

i'm touched by yui and shoe on saturday... if i didn't flip through shoe's band file, i wouldn't have known that they've done so much for me.. thanks guys! =D

thinking back, if without their encouragement and support, i wouldn't have gone this far... i would have gave up long ago... is they who insist that i should give it another try... is they who insist that i'm letting my imagination run wild... is they who insist that this is all fated... and is all because of ther persistence, i've received what i want...

i'm spoiled... spoiled by them.... haha... to think i'm the oldest... oh my god... shame on myself... haha... i'm the direct person involved... but it seems that they are doing more for my sake... they are contributing silently... without wanting anything in return... where can i find such friends again...??

yeah, pictures again..

2006-03-04T23:41:00.000+08:00

sat's entry

2006-03-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

it was joy's 18 birthday yesterday...
happy belated birthday...

i was ashamed to say that i didn't really spend real quality time with her.. i only had lunch with her... but i guess she must have enjoyed herself last night with kim yen at M.O.S...

borrowed shoe's clarinet home... hahaha...

i was supposed to attend maths remedial this morning but i was simply too tired so i decided to miss it...

i'm going to bed soon... these few days, i only had 6 hours of sleep on the average... that is not enough for me... haha...

tough day

2006-03-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

just came back home after work...

tired...

tough day for me...
mass run, 2.4km run, chemistry test, chinese test and lastly, detention...
oh gosh...

ran into shun bin and wini on my way home from orchard after work... haha...
crap and crap with them... speaking bad about joy.. *ahems* haha...
wini and i ganged up together to sour shun bin.. haha... funny...

i just can't understand why those uncles working at takashimaya cannot keep their mouth/eyes to themselves... do i look like i'm an easy prey...? oh please...

the 33 years old security sang 只有为你/whatever title to me today... my hair just stood up as if there's a magnet attracting them... STOP IT.... i'm just 18...!!!

sleepy sleepy duck

2006-02-28T16:23:00.000+08:00

i smell gunpowder during today's recess time... haha...

maybe it's because of me...??
i guess things are really going too fast... we should slow down our pace and take things at a time... we're doing so as to ensure that we won't incurred her wrath again...

oliver junus gave us a dressing down this morning for skipping chemistry choice... HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GO WHEN I'M STUCK IN THE DETENTION ROOM FOR THE WHOLE AFTERNOON OF YESTERDAY...??!!! shitty pie...

anyway, even if there was no detention yesterday, i wouldn't attend choice as well... haha...

i'm feeling sleepy already but shoe wouldn't let me go to bed... insisting on chatting with me over MSN... that's a real torture... haha...

never mind... i will switch on my computer but on the other hand, i'll be sleeping away sweetly on my bed... haha... you cannot catch me... bleah...