messed up`

my day sucks...

why..? it's the same old topic again... oh please... stop all these... i'm going crazy...

i broke down again today... i'm so angry... i'm really angry....

why is it that i'm trying so hard to fix things back yet you're pushing all my pieces back to square...??

i had enough... you didnt want me to go out with them.. FINE.. i did it your way... and in the end... you told me... " i seriously don't like the idea of you going out with them but i cannot force you not to go out with them... don't because of me, you choose to not go out with them.. "

aren't you contradicting...?? tell me what you want now... please... PLEASE!

and you make it look like everything is my fault now...

my life is in a damn mess... a mess that you wouldn't want to look at it...