=D

i'm back from the party.. =D
it's fun...

initially, i was still so worried about it...
i was rather depressed...?? as i've said... i hate parties/gatherings... as those events require me to talk... i find it rather hard to strike up a conversation with people... i don't know why... but... i'm just like that... haha...

but, everything turned out quite well in the end.. haha.. joy's friends are actually quite friendly/crazy... kim yen was around too... i got to know her better after the party... =)

i didn't met up with soke yee... she didn't turned up as well... hmmm...

hmmm... after the party, i realised... there's alot of things that i actually didn't know in the first place... i mean, it was after kim yen mentioned then i realised joy knew about it as well... but i was in the dark before that... hmm.. perhaps... i'm getting too sensitive...??

frankly, i'm still a little disappointed... over that matter... i mean you don't even bother to ask me... what more can i say...?? haha...

nah.. i guess i'll get it over very soon... it's just a small matter anyway... =)