somthing new...

been working for the past 2 days... =S

sort of argued with nana yesterday...??

went home and ponder for the whole night... i was thinking of her words and sorting out my thoughts at the same time... i kinda came to point that i realised we're both very stubborn in actual fact...

we're very alike in this aspect but the things that we're stubborn with is different... i finally understand why is she upset with me... i mean if she were to tell me... "china's communism policy sucks..." i'll really get very upset with her...

i finally knew what she meant by she need friends to stand at her side when such things happened... and i admit that i'm not being friend enough in this aspect... i realised there are some thing which i have to let go a little... being too stubborn is not a good thing...

i guess.... i've learnt something in my journey of life again.... part and parcel of growing up...

i was still so worried about seeing nana today... all the negative thoughts flow through my mind... " will she give me the cold shoulder...?" "will she still be angry...?" "will she avoid me...?"

but, she spoke to me just like normal... i'm kinda relieved.... and i must really say... she's someone who never 泼冷水 even when your ideas/stuffs is totally outrageous.... haha... i admire her for that... and this is something i ought to learn from her... =D


to nana : this episode has really woke me up from my stubborn character... i realised i must do somthing... i apologise if my words of yesterday did hurt you... i'm truly sorry....