stuck at 18

it's the release of the O level results today...
i'm just having this weird feeling in me... i mean, if i didn't retain 3 years ago... i wouldn't be here to type out this post... i should be in school.. waiting anxiously for my results...

*sighs*

it's really a torture to see all your friends collecting their results while you're still stuck with the one and only useless N level certificate... and also, one more year... in order to graduate... oh my god... what a joke....

*** : how old are you?
me : 18...
*** : oh i see... which poly or JC are you studying...? my son is in xxx JC...
me : ................ woodgrove secondary school .............
me and *** : *awkward silence*

SAW THAT...!! 18 yet still stuck in secondary school... what is this... how pathetic can life be...?? i'm longing to get out of this school... it's not that i hate studying... it's that i shouldn't be in SECONDARY school anymore...!!!

*sighs* 9 more months to O level... how am i going to survive...??