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too many things happened today...

utterly disappointed...

have you ever had the experience that the guy that you have a crush on, crush on your friend...? hahaha...

i'm speechless... totally speechless... there is nothing left to be said...

i'm not sad over him.. i'm sad that such a thing can actually happened to me... haha... i'm not blaming anyone as no one can be blamed...

not me, not him, not her...
no one...

i'm not gonna deny that i'm still sad... but, somehow, deep inside me, i know i'll get it over very soon... it's just purely a crush yea... haha...

roy chan cheered me up... haha... thanks to his 神様! 助けてください！ hahahaha....

信じない、信じられない.....

hahahahahahahaha.... fuuny chap....

i sort of feel that joy and i had distanted... her lifestyle and my lifestyle are totally different... i'm kinda worried... am i thinking too much...? i doubt...

she's someone who i'll share everything with... but now, she's too busy with gold.. and her other friends...

sighs*... too many things had happened... i need to slow down my pace... let my brain have a good rest...



sometimes, somethings are meant to be.. they're a part of your life and nothing can make them fade away in your life... N*T