changes are inevitable?

i shouldn't be at home at all.
all thanks to my dad who have to work OT.
there goes my chance to go back to indonesia.

went blog-hopping since i've got nothing better to do.
i realise many of my ex-schoolmates changed alot after they graduated.

inevitable?

it's pretty contradicting of myself.
i want to graduate as soon as possible but on the other hand, i'm very reluctant to get out of my comfort zone.
i don't wish to go through all these changes.
but i've to, eventually.

i'm very uncertain of myself, of the changes that is going to happen.
what will become of me?

those familiar faces will soon, be gone.
i'll be facing new challenges right by myself, alone.

i'm not prepared.