Wednesday, August 16, 2006

don't ask me why.

view me in whatever light.

i am not a bad girl. i dare say.

i do feel sad and guilty after hurting mdm sal.
i do.

it's never my intention to drive her to tears.
never.

i've been feeling low for these past few days and i don't understand why too.

I AM VERY DEPRESSED. I AM.
BAD MEMORIES CAME FLOWING BACK.
I FEEL TEARY EVERY NOW AND THEN AND THERE IS JUST NO EXPLAINATION TO IT.
I'LL WAKE UP IN THE NIGHT NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO AND CAN'T GET BACK TO SLEEP NO MATTER HOW TIRED I AM.

FEAR
ANXIETY
BLUES

JUST WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!



1 comment:

shu t i n G - said...

duckie!! hahax dun so depressed la~ hahax be happy!! smile smile! hahax rmb me , rmb to smile! lolx