Friday, August 11, 2006

what a B3

B3 for my chinese... what a grade.
MERIT for oral. what is this?

A1 is impossible. i knew it since the day i left the examination hall.
but i expected a A2.

no use crying over spilled milk.
and, i've cried enough.

my standard is never a B3.
never.

i've got one more chance for my A2/A1. 31st october 2006.
am i to go for it?

sighs*

*9.44pm*
i can't take it.
i've been feeling so depressed for the whole day.

when i got home and saw py's message, all the best for ur chi results! keep me treated k...:),
i felt real bad.
how am i to reply her?

i don't know how to face my dad too, who has been supporting me all the way.

i thought all i need is some time by myself. but it doesn't help at all.

the most difficult thing is that i find it hard to face myself. i've always been so proud of my chinese. it's one of my best, yet i scored like shit.

B3 is not bad. but it's awfully bad for me, considering my standard.

i slept the whole afternoon. wanting to put this episode behind me after a good rest. but sadly, it haunt me the moment i woke up.

i promise i'll no longer throw myself into despair. i guess i need more time by myself. yeah, more. i'll sort everything out by myself. i'll pick myself up from where i fall. =) this will not get me down!

just like what joy said, study is not everything. =D
i'll keep that in mind. i SHALL NO LONGER think about my bloody B3.
i shall retake and prove myself one more time!

2 comments:

WADE said...

Hey. Don't be upset. Just do what you think is right. Go for it. All the best and strive for the best. :)

daphany said...

thank you for your encouragement. =)