finally......

*sighs. i'm still unable to use blogspot. i'm updating this at joy's house. looks like i've to continue to use xanga till i'm able to get into my blogspot. =(

i'm officially a graduate of woodgrve secondary! finally......
byebye, wgs! =D

my O levels start next monday. MT paper is the first.
20/11/2006 will be the happiest day in my life! hahahaha.

i'm angry with my mum. real angry this time round.
i want to understand her but she make it impossible for me to do it.
i'm just a student with a miserable amount of pocket money.
i complain all the time but i still give her the money all the same.
might as well, i give her all my pocket money. then she won't have to crack her brain to think of excuses to take money from me.

i didn't even say a thing when she borrowed 1000 bucks from me and promised to return the starting of this year.
why? because she's my mum. i still have that respect for her.

i know she's working very hard for our family to go on and i should just shut up.
but all i want her to know, i'm just a student, not even working yet.
i cannot survive without my pocket money.
5, 10 bucks, i'm still able to fork out.
but 20, 40 50 is way out of my means.

*sighs. i still love you, mum. please, be my mum of the past. ="(