i lied' and im' sorry...

i've betrayed your trust...

i'm in wrong...

nothing could change the fact that both of us are changing...
going back to the past is impossible...

you think every changes in me lies with them....
have you ever thought that... your church is one of the factor...??

i don't even want to explain.... for explainations seems to be excuses...

yes, i lied... i lied to my bestest friend on this earth... she's so upset with me but i'm still typing like no one's business...

perhaps, it's a kind of relief that she knows what's going on...

i lied...