the perfect man
are you missing me as much as i'm missing you...?
went to work at yesterday... it totally sucks... i was so moodless for the whole day... and shoe was there for me... gees...
she bought me something... something that i love so much but couldn't bear the money to buy it... oh my god! it's pricing at 39.90...!! she actually bought it for it because she knew that i won't buy it even after a long time of consideration....
shoe!!! thanks so much...!!
both shoe and yui has been encouraging me to write another letter to takuma... thanks so much for the encouragement guys...!!
i finally admitted to shoe that my my feeling for ah ryu is not just purely crush... i really do love him... but he's a dream... a fantasy...
just like what mdm salimah has said...
"communism is a dream.. it's a perfection... you can work towards it but you can never achieve it..."
the same theory applys to ah ryu... he's a perfection.. i can work towards it.. but can never have him... =)
i am forced to wake up from my fantasy... i must face my feelings... in another wrold, ah ryu's my perfect man.. but in reality... there is indeed someone else... i got to face up to that... =)
2 comments:
cheer up!! lil' one.. ya u may find that this few week or month ish a terrible to u.. but why dun u look thing from the other way round?? this may b a start for u in ur further journey.. life may b much more difficult then this in the future,if u cant even take it now.. u may suffer in the future.. take care...
hi. i just happen to drop by here and found out that you do have quite a sad thing happening to you.. and u do have a cute face on the jan 08.. haha.. did u see the parts when u act like a wicked facE? haha, tt's where the funny parts comes by... u do look cute.. :)
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